ISH. Wing-wing, please be realistic!

The moment when I thought that you'd fall for me, that was the moment I became the dumbest person on earth.

Sometimes you say take a chill pill, but when I take it, you don't like it.
Sometimes you say have some fun, but when I do, you don't like it.
Stop speaking in riddles and get straight to the point.
That's really one reason why I want to go away.
It's not that I don't understand you, it's just that you don't get me.
Short to say, communication isn't something we have in common.
Yeah, it's always my fault.
That doesn't make you even a demi-god.
I'm starting to think that my very existence is just a coincidence.
Maybe I'm the only mistake he's ever made.

Study? A total drag.

Okay, I must admit that school breaks are so totally awesome. But then, it gets really boring and monotonous when study comes into the picture. Yes, STPM is indeed around the corner but I just can't help but to laze around! Honestly, I wished school was still on. If only the speed and pace of teaching could be slowed down, I  wouldn't mind going back to school to study during this study break. At least I have no bloody reason to laze about in school. FML?


It's also rather depressing staying at home. I have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD to think about that person. The thought of never seeing that person again brings my oh-so-high mood back to the ground again. Ever heard of falling elephants? Well, that's just the way my emotions are when it comes to thinking of that person. IMH. Lots. But I don't think we're going to work out together. :(


Sigh. All the best wishes to STPM candidates out there, especially the 2011 batch! Revise like this is the last time you'll ever hold a book! God bless ya'll! :)


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Where?

Just when I needed someone to talk to, I can't find one. They have kinds of reasons and things to do. It's not that like they owe me a thing. I just need a listening ear, that's all.

I miss that person real much. So much that it hurts to say goodbye. I just need someone to listen, just for a while. Does it take so much effort?

I can't be blamed if I don't share my problems to anyone. Obviously, no one cares, no one wants to know and no one really wants to take the effort to understand a millionth of my problem. Everyone wants to be cared for but nobody really wants to become a listening ear.

Blogs can be useful sometimes.

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A dash of salt, a pinch of sugar and pepper.

School is almost coming to an end. I'm feeling a mixture of emotions, all muddled up inside my mind. Or is it my heart? Going to miss all the sweet and sour memories in school. I'd probably forget the sour ones. It ain't worth keeping. 

 Pre-University Council

My very, very epic class.

There's really no such thing as a perfect, immaculate class. There is always the class clown, the serious bunch, the emotional bunch and there's always gossip. Heck, we don't need bad influence such as gossips, I know. But what is school without gossips to spice and lighten up our days? Being with them (as in classmates) really did change me a lot. It's an inevitable fact. 

Of course, there are bunch and truck-loads of other friends that I made while I was in Form 6. Little ones up to those as old as I am. 

Happy, sad, indifferent? I think I can't say for now. My emotions are currently not in proper, normal functions. Probably I no longer rely on emotions anymore. 'cause nobody really cares about how anybody feels anyway.

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