Sunday, 3 August 2014

Tap, tap, tap.

Life hasn't been pretty nice lately. Not really rough, too. Just a little below ordinary, if you consider ordinary a quantifiable value with a constant value of "y", then my line plot is just slightly below it.

Exam results were released not too long ago, about two weeks now? I was shocked but at the same time grateful. I did well for a paper that I did not have sufficient time to complete, namely for spectrochemistry. On the other hand, I did not score stellar results for my favourite subject, which is a total bummer. I loved inorganic chemistry but it turns out that it hates me. This is also the first time that a B+ is appearing on my results transcript. Horrifying. Of course, through all these "scary" incidents, I remained quite calm. I realised that, no matter how hard I work, I am just another human being. I have limits to how much I can understand and learn in a given time. Probably I couldn't not master everything in time. Finally, I accepted it with an open heart.


And just a few days ago, I found out I was rejected (the "relationship" kind of rejected) and I found out in quite an unpleasant manner. It has been bothering me for the past few days already but I think I am finally getting back on track. Sad as I am, but life has to go on and it's not the first time I am rejected.

I found out that Japan has so many beautiful and fun places, we all know it is the home of anime. But again, I am sad. :( *sigh* Radiation poisoning perhaps?