Saturday, 30 November 2013


It's a sin if a blogger does not update his blog at least once a day. (Hyperbole is my specialty) I feel the need to update, well, probably because there are things on my mind that need to be just said, lest I lose my sanity.

Being in university for two years now. Learned many things and sometimes, even after learning, I still tend to make the same mistakes again and again and yes, again. It feels like there's this softer part of me that tends to give in into people's wants and needs even though I cannot fulfill their wishes completely and at the same time, I don't really care about what they want. Sometimes these two polar ends feel like it's going to tear me apart. Thankfully, I am still sane.

A little lonely, too. Not many people understand me. It doesn't really matter to me. But I do wish people accept me for who I am. There are things about me that many people don't know. I just feel the need to hide myself in a shell to run away from reality. Well, this is just it. Sigh.