I wish. Hm.

Yes, I wish it was me. But then, it doesn't matter to me anymore. If things were meant to be good, it would turn out good.

I'm a little lost. But it's okay. I have buddies, family members and God to tell me that all is alright, and the sun will still rise and set like it always did. Nothing is too hard, nor nothing is too easy. Life is just all about ups, downs, love and most importantly living your life like you mean it. If you live your life happily, I believe God will be most delighted being, to enjoy seeing His creation be in such euphoria.

Right now, I have to be a little serious. Heart's a little sad, emotions spinning out of control. Hm.

Loves.

It's still incomplete without you.

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PFFT.

I'm so really happy today. :) Well, initially. Someone said to me that I'm the greatest gift ever. :) AWW, how sweet could that be? Well, at least that made my day all the more meaningful.

:) At least I had a reason to smile until the day ended. Well, it didn't turn out that way. :(

Someone chose something else over me. Pretty heartbreaking. No, I'm not seeking out attention. I'm not an attention freak. I'm just a person with my own style and creativity. Maybe we're from different worlds. I still do like you, but I think I should like you a little less. :'( It's not even an organic life-form. Oh well, sometimes I'm worth much less than material things, I guess. Whatever. Eyes are calling me to slumberland, while my heart keeps telling my "STAY AWAKE", because I'm a little too hurt to even sleep.

Nights, to the world. Have a good day tomorrow peeps, I hope.

=CHICken WINGs=

Shock value.

I'm dumbstruck. Really. I'm pretty lost. At one moment, I get warm and close responses from AHEM. The next moment, it's like my whole connection to you is just cut off like that. Like, SNAP! No more. Please, it's killing me. It's not even a wee bit nice.

But then. Ah. Whatever. Shocking to me really. I've never been so lost in my life before. I never had problems like this before. Now, my health isn't doing me good, studies isn't really all that good. And love, is painful. =.=

Whatever-lah. Having a bunch of super-loving friends helps alleviate the pain a little. I'd love to name my buddies, but better not. :(

XoXo

=CHIcken WINGs=

Few things.

Sad things. Yeah. They happened. I am upset. I hope you're not really doing this to me. :(

And there are a few tiny stuffs to make it a little less painful. :)

Should I be happy? No.

Appreciative? Yes.

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I'm going to miss you.

The two months holidays are coming. I enjoy seeing you everyday in school, but I'm not brave enough to approach you. Am not ready to confess. And even if I do confess, we being together might not be possible...

But I really do have feelings for you. Will you open up your heart for me? :(

This is my song dedication to you, just to kill the agonizing pain of not seeing your smile for two months.



='(

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Maybe, just maybe.

Yeah, just maybe.

I'm too greedy. Am I asking for too much? Unfortunately, I do think so. :( Why am I always wrong?

I should lock myself up in an asylum then. What's the point of me surviving like this?

=CHIcken WINGs=

Bad Dreams.

Awakened by a bad dream.


I thought I lost you.


Fear.


Thank God it was only a dream.


Losing you, an unbearable thought.


Everything is still OK.


Don't leave too soon, alright?







......... *sobs*






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One chance wouldn't hurt, won't it?

We talked. I tried. You didn't notice. I guess one shot was not enough. Should I try again?





=(





Oh well. Doesn't change how I feel towards you.

=CHIcken WINGs=