Tap, tap, tap.

Life hasn't been pretty nice lately. Not really rough, too. Just a little below ordinary, if you consider ordinary a quantifiable value with a constant value of "y", then my line plot is just slightly below it.

Exam results were released not too long ago, about two weeks now? I was shocked but at the same time grateful. I did well for a paper that I did not have sufficient time to complete, namely for spectrochemistry. On the other hand, I did not score stellar results for my favourite subject, which is a total bummer. I loved inorganic chemistry but it turns out that it hates me. This is also the first time that a B+ is appearing on my results transcript. Horrifying. Of course, through all these "scary" incidents, I remained quite calm. I realised that, no matter how hard I work, I am just another human being. I have limits to how much I can understand and learn in a given time. Probably I couldn't not master everything in time. Finally, I accepted it with an open heart.

B+, AHMAGERD!

And just a few days ago, I found out I was rejected (the "relationship" kind of rejected) and I found out in quite an unpleasant manner. It has been bothering me for the past few days already but I think I am finally getting back on track. Sad as I am, but life has to go on and it's not the first time I am rejected.

I found out that Japan has so many beautiful and fun places, we all know it is the home of anime. But again, I am sad. :( *sigh* Radiation poisoning perhaps?

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Meow?

I don't think many people are pretty nice. They are more attracted to what appears on the outside rather than wanting to know the inside. Wait, what am I talking about? (All the drama lately hasn't been pretty good on my mind)

 I haven't been posting a lot of pictures and I guess it's quite a taboo to call yourself a blogger but you do not ever post any pictures. Terrible. It's just like reading another novel. Or some fan-fiction. And this is where I show you my evil stare.

Copper(II) glycinate, a metalloprotein!

Okay, who doesn't love Ultraman. This Ultraman Cosmos is less than palm-sized but it costs RM10. I love Gashapon!

So, during the whole semester, we prepared various hues of eyeshadows to be used. Guaranteed to make you feel pretty but not necessarily safe.

Little fellow crossing the drain last week. Darn adorable. Even tapped its head. Really darn cute.

This was just before one of my final papers. Stayed in the library for 4 hours. It felt like a victory for me. I know some who are much better than me. Sleeping there will be good if I get to sleep there...

Actually, there is. Like, how about, free shopping spree for all! Or perhaps, one year of no-work year!

Celebrating little bro's birthday in advance. Buffet at The Federal, Kuala Lumpur. Rumoured to be a haunted hotel. Nevertheless, food was good. No wonder it's haunted. No one wants to leave the food. *om nom noms*

Watching this next week! And I have free tickets to watch this movie. Looks scary and I hope it is. On the other hand, I'd probably be so freaked out if it was scary. Leave the lights on at night!

Ah, lastly. Look at the size of the jackfruit slice. Mother of God, it's as big as my palm. It wasn't tasty but any jackfruit would do for me. Nyam!

I should post more photos, aye? Gotta get to work soon and hopefully, great things will happen.

Love you guys lots.


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This feels GREAT!

I know I am very guilty of not updating my blog frequently. This probably contradicts my earlier resolution that I have made for my readers and also for myself (wait a minute! Does anyone even read my blog?!). That aside, I'm here for another update. Well, probably it's just because I am downright bored. Was revising for my last paper and it got really boring. All I read was "annyeonghasaeyo".

The semester will officially end this Saturday, for me. And that will also mark the end of my 2nd year in university. Oh dear, how time flies (and how fast I age). I do feel like a prune and a raisin sometimes. Those really dry ones. The wrinkles and grooves on the surface are just like the crow's feet at the edge of my eye slits. In just two years, I felt like part of my life has just gone with the wind. Silly things have I done within the 2 years. Some things I won't be very proud of, some things that have taught me well and some things that made me proud.

Hmmm, let's start with the part that didn't really make me feel proud and it taught me something: I had a rough time in my relationship with Mum. Mum wasn't well the past two years and it affected her emotionally. So, she got emotional pretty easily. Me? Most people, or it's safe to say, everyone that knows me, claims that I am an aggressive person. So, with that, we are at loggerheads most of the time and argued quite frequently. But things got better, I learned to be more patient and Mum's condition got better. Doctors were able to treat the cause of the illness. What I am proud of throughout these two years in university? Hmmm. I would say and lay claim that I am, at heart, a pure nerd that is eccentric to a certain extent, say, doing strange things that make people go WTF?!. So, it's natural that I strive for the best and voila, for 3 out of the 4 semesters in the two-year duration, I managed to stay in the upper quartile of the bunch. First-class throughout the semester. The results for the 4th semester will be released a month or two from now, the exam season is still on.

Looking forward to a fruitful semester break. Anyone keen to meet up? :)

xo-s to all you readers.

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Clean up!

Lately, I have got to know many people. Different people. Different personalities. The sudden surge in the number of people I know led me to think, who are real people and who are those that aren't really all out to be friends with you?

So today, I did another round of social clean-up. Especially on Facebook and my phone. Removing those who are on my list of people I know but never bothered to contact me at all. Some, who are really sensitive and somewhat shallow-minded, I chose to unsubscribe to their updates altogether. Although everything is pretty much virtual online, certain things can manifest themselves in reality. So I chose to remove these thorns in the bushes to make my life easier and better. Who needs people who are so sensitive that he has to personally notify me. Well, I may be a little silly, but to comment to such extent is a little over the top for me. Can't take a joke? Why not talk to a doll, they don't say stupid things.

People nowadays are so difficult to handle. Not only the ladies have PMS, guys do have them now, too. And the guys have heavier PMS than girls do, nowadays.

Cold treatment it is for these people. Okay, time for a nap! :)

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Pissed. So bloody pissed.

So, it was yesterday (refer to the date of this post, minus one day) that we had our inorganic chemistry presentation. Well, in the beginning it felt quite cool and I was actually pretty enthusiastic over it. Thinking of what to say, what am I going to say on stage, how to engage with the audience and all that shit.

Okay. So the groups that will present are chosen at random. That wasn't so bad. What makes me boiling mad is that the groups couldn't even stick to presenting within ten minutes. It's just 10 bloody minutes. Some even ended up giving a lecture. At the end, the 3-hour presentation session had to be postponed to today. Even in two hours, we barely did 4 groups. What the hell, right? It's 30 minutes on average a group. 3 times more than the initial time limit. Two days in a row and I still haven't got to my turn. All these task backlogs really piss me off.

I really don't get it. It's okay if your presentation is more than 10 minutes long, as long as the presentation is interesting. Some presentations were repetitive, boring, the speakers were stuttering, some even forgotten what they want to say while some are just plainly reading from the slides. What, you think I can't read? What is worse of all, it's as if no one really cared about the time limit imposed. The reason it was imposed is so that everyone has a fair amount of time to complete their presentation. So my turn is thrown way back and I have listen to all that bullshit. I respect their work but come on, who is respecting me for handling all your bullshit. I tell my groupmates to keep it less than 2 minutes per person and a maximum of 3 minutes a person.

I really hate presentations now. Just give us an individual assignment for the love of mankind.

Shit happens when you are good. Not one shit will be given about your welfare.

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Really?

You said you want me.
You don't even care to drop me just one text.
So there are other things way more important than me?
I'm not being clingy.
I'm being realistic.

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Stupids at Bukit Ekspo.

Quite recently, I have started jogging again. Used to jog very frequently back in Form 4 and Form 5. Used to be slim fit. (or rather, so slim you could see some abs). Got into Form 6 and exercise took the back seat.

Now, I started feeling the oomph and the kick after having a good run. It's marvelous! The sweat and the pulse beating in your head. Ecstatic. Probably as good as an orgasm. So, Bukit Ekspo, my university's park, became one of my favourite haunts.

But what became really annoying was people who frequent Bukit Ekspo don't really know how to keep the place clean and they don't follow the rules. People just leave their trash everywhere and litter their non-biodegradable trash on the grass. It looks terrible. Awful. Disgusting. Assholes be like bringing food in plastic and polystyrene packaging, dating, having barbecues and what-not. And no conscience to even clean up. UPM assholes.

What's worse, no one ever follows the "No vehicles in the park" rule. Students (or rather, assholes) be driving on the paths meant for visitors to the park to jog, walk and cycle. These fools, ride their motorbikes and drive their cars on these paths. Not only does this damage the paths, it puts visitors at risk. I really wonder, why are UPM students so stupid and selfish. Come on, you're already on campus, is it so difficult to park your car outside and take a slow stroll to the park? Or you just want to show off that you have a ride? Show off somewhere else. Nobody wants to know if you have some lousy second-hand car to brag of. Parks are made for health purposes, not car showroom. Fools.

On the brighter side, I lost some inches on my waistline. Feeling as sexy as sexy. :)

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